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I am going back to the original mission of making everything around me better, at least no worse.  I will clean where there is to be cleaned and I will improve electronics where I see fit.  This is my mission for I am a man. This crap about trying to adjust the way I have…

You don’t have demons. 🙂 I Did.

So good to meet you. Thanks for the referral of the movie, The Way of the Gun You’re more special than you remember. Believe in whatever you want and you shall have it.

I am. Not the

Good morning, Roy… I woke up for a taste of water… Staying at my dad and step-mom’s in Jenks (USA)… Having graduated from Union, feels a little like being behind enemy lines… What time should I come calling this morning? Same address? Looking forward to seeing you! Thanks, Joe

There’s a reason I don’t read this blog: It’s uncomfortable for me to today consider the ramifications of what I said yesterday and tomorrow I won’t like what I just wrote. However: Every time I’ve made the decision to change my thinking to be more in line with what you consider to be reality, the…

Please let me see my babies. This is horrible.

I have so much in my head, sometimes I think the best way to live life is to spin it all around really fast and see what squirts out. I am not insane because I do not do the same thing expecting different results. 🙂 I think it would be insane to expect no results…

All due respect, Bixby Boys rule shit, not Tulsa. [THIS IS JUST A FRIENDLY RIBBING] Like ·  · Promote · Share Joe Winett They’re sweet because they’re in your house and that’s cool. I haven’t gone out of my way to be mean, I’m just drawn that way. 4 minutes ago · Like Joe Winett Slytherin, in case you’re wondering. Add up everything I…

After July, it looks like I came within 13 cents of finally earning $100 on my six year mission to receive a check from Google Adsense. They don’t send you any money until it’s at least $100 which is the beauty of their system because, I’m guessing, that most websites never reach the $100 threshold,…

‘Nuff said about that float trip. The floor has been somewhat infested by fleas.  They need to die.

I love bitches. You had such a strong, negative reaction to Stephanie… It was more than jealously, it was poison spewed from your hateful heart. Repent, repent, and play for God, but please don’t tip your hand. SPOILERS!! THIS IS A WARNING TO PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE ENDING FROM DOCTOR WHO. I DON’T KNOW THE…

The very issue, that I appear to have some skill, causes a vacuum that makes some people not want to have anything to do with me… If they’re living on a skill — which is work — the skill of facing, or lying, or playing, or fronting, spinning or webbing reality, whether they know they’re…

Moving won’t help me. Making more money won’t help me. Love won’t help me. Hate won’t help me. Peace won’t help me. Confusion won’t help me. I’m not capable of having fun. So what to do? I’m sick of being your bitch. Life isn’t a gift, it’s a curse. Hell is life. Fuck off, God,…

I’ve been living mostly on rice for the past few weeks because I didn’t work enough to buy much else to eat at home. I actually love rice. I also love vanilla.  There is a misconception that vanilla is plain when actually it’s one of the most complex flavorings we use in food. My favorite…

Everything I do, surely, has a reason, and it would be impossible for me personally to know the reason. Lots of what I do, I don’t know why, but it’s always been for the best — struggling to make or keep friendships just blocks space for new ones, the rights ones, and only He knows…

DXM: Not. Am I happy about this lack of dxm in my life?  Not really. Nicotine: Not. Alcohol: Much more.  Daily use. Bummed bummed bummed. Fantasized about buying a shotgun today and killing myself in a Walmart parking lot.  No worries: If I’m considering the ideas of where then it’s a statement and not an…

Was sure a week ago that everything was hopeless and was making moves to make it stay that way… and, the didn’t stay that way, so… looks like I have to continue on rebuilding a life again. My grandmother offered to pay for psychiatric treatment.  Everyone, including doctors, believe I have something called bipolar, so,…

Listen to your voices. Listen to your daemons. Your daemons are demons as everything is just the same. We are all One. I love you, I really do. My voices know things I cannot have known, but I did know.  I do know.  You will know. When we wake up from this dream, we all…

All You Need Is Love by The Beatles Always Sounded Like a Communist Manifesto to Me It seems to say that you’re not special, but that’s okay, you only need to be you and do some loving. Q: There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done? A: You can do what others won’t. Q:…

The choice was always yours, Dear Boy. You chose the Red Pill and I’m not disappointed that you did.  I knew you would.  I did, and I always will, as you did.  As others will.  As others have. We are all One. Enjoy the ride. ** NEEDLESS TO SAY, I SHALL NEVER WRITE THE BOOK…

God exists. Nobody knows everything.

What’s not to love?

Fricken fracken flippin flounder fudpucker ricken bocker mother piss bucket jazzy jam jam flippin reiterative fracken fricken flip-top safety seal burp the lid twice. Here’s how it goes: Every too often I stop doing anything in an attempt to frack up my life to some unrecoverable state at which point I’ll have no solution except…

Lie is about pouring everything out and putting it back in. The joy is in the pouring and the putting back, as much as the having or not. We cool? WE Are.

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The verdict in our system is always supposed to be about the evidence: proof beyond a shadow of a doubt. The verdict says nothing about the value of the life of the accused or the victim. Did OJ’s acquittal mean his white ex wife was a little less valuable to America than Simpson was?

Memorial Day, I guess, just has to be traumatic or dramatic or whatever. My employer needs work done and I just barely do enough to keep from being discarded, I think.  He needs stuff done, I’ve needed to work, but I don’t.. it’s sorta like writer’s block. Anyway, I’m presently locked into my room. Julie…

Currently DXM and nicotine free. Depression? 5-HTP? Still taking it, but jury still out.

March 2013 I know since April 30th I’ve been a grouchy dickhead.  Luckily, every time around the wheel, things get a little better. Julie needs a floral career.   She has experience owning a shop.  Right now she’s waiting tables. I need a creative career of some sort.  I would prefer one that allows me…

I’m glad that I did some work today. I’m excited that I have the opportunity tomorrow to write a simple application with which my client can start making immediately. I’m really better at short term projects like that. Obviously, the trick for long term projects is to look at the as a series of short…

By Nuttakit (click here for source) I was looking through Google for an image of a woman sitting on a bench, like at a bus stop, at night, with a stylish street lamp nearby, but this picture of a couple sitting on a little bench caught my eye. I guess the bench isn’t necessarily little,…

I can’t change the past, but I can certainly be a resource for you in the future. This is a picture of my penny bank.  My Grandma Winett kept it for me at her house in Kansas City.  She had a special one for each grandchild. This bank is my gift to you this birthday.…

The good guys always win.  They always did, always will.  🙂  Grow a pair.

Yellow Number Five-flavored Banana Drink Danielle Called Me! I mailed a letter to Danielle on Saturday and she called me this evening, the very next Monday. Reference: THE UNIVERSE IS BETWEEN YOUR EARS: Danielle, Duchess of Tulsa I haven’t seen Danielle since Spring of 2008 just before I moved to Texas.  At that time, I was…

Gigi De Leon in “Attempting Screed” – Andromeda, Season 5  This actress reminded me of Danielle. Yes, Danielle is a real person. She had long, red hair the last time I saw her. She’d had long, red hair every time I’d seen her over the decade before. Her hair was real.  I was told they…

Beans and needs are the splenfo. Wow, I have magic hands. I have no idea what splenfo is. Wat. I’m ok.  🙂

I have been told… …that you told your mother… …that it would make you uncomfortable if I came to see your performance in Cats. So, I did not. I sent you a copy of Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy (et al.) and it was returned because, I was told, you said it would make you…

Recapitulation of Red Wheel by Joe Winett(hack, yuck) I can see where the idea of producing more serotonin in the liver isn’t quite as cool as just keeping the brain from taking back up what’s already there. First day of 5-HTP experienced uncomfortable side effects of the digestive ilk. Tonight, my tummy did grumble once…

“God” showed me… I started to write a post saying that I’ve been saying some crazy (wonderful) things to people… Oh, never mind. I always meet the people I’m supposed to meet.  And, sometimes, the places are empty… without guys.. COME ON!! GOD!  🙂  aghha 🙂 I need a vacation, but now a new place…

Reposted from: 19 Sequentially Numbered Million Dollar Balls Handed Out at NightTrips OKC on Thu Mar 7, 13 Tonight’s project was to hand out nineteen (19) Million Dollar Ball dollars!They are Series 2009 from the Federal Reserve Bank in Dallas, Texas — numbered K82351374F through K82351392F.They’re all decorated (almost) the same. They’re numbered. They’re signed.On…

My daughter, Jordyn, and my mother, Cathe Winett.

Have discontinued self medication with dxm to switch to self medication with 5-HTP. Otherwise, serotonin syndrome could cause much unhappy face.

PLAUSIBLE DENIABILITY Nice ROCK! AND NOW I KNOW WHY MY PHONE WAS STOLEN AND WHY MY OWN COUSIN DISTRACTED ME FROM THAT FACT, PUTTING ME THROUGH THE SAME NONSENSE THAT ANYONE ELSE HAS TO GO THROUGH TO GET HIS STOLEN PHONE BACK.  🙂 I STILL HAVE THE AUDIO!!  🙂 Please stop using the DXM.  PLEASE…

I had a vision about Bean in October that boiled down to being an indication that Bean was a distraction, a temptation to leave my mission.  I’ve had others.  I’ll have more.  I pledged myself to what I’m doing and it will not stop. One common thread between these people: (1) They can’t stand to…

I bet you think this song is about you.  But, it’s not. 🙂 I wrote a while back that the more someone is themselves, and acts like themselves, the more some people will love them and some people will dislike them.  It’s a fact of nature. The list of people who want nothing to do…

Joe Winett 3 hours ago near Shawnee Today, I told the story of how I would be thirsty on the bus, coming home from school. It was hot. And I would walk into the house. And I wouldn’t get a drink. And I would wait. And then I would fill up the glass with water. I would…

It’s been another one of these weeks I really like. Anyway, the love thing. Yes, it’s the elephant in the room. I do love you.  Ok.    Fine. You’re like so awesome.   My own sense of humor is based partially on you, and I always give you credit.  I’m very Open Source about material.…

Another stellar day.. Watched kids, drank beer, closely lost two games of billiards, now finishing up with French toast. So lucky to be me.

(not the originally blogged image) Whatever  🙂 Look!!! I made Google pay good money  to save some of itself. “Something for <name>” doesn’t refer to looking for a gift.  I refers to looking for an image to put here. But any image could possibly have meaning. That one did not.

Now she’s moving into the Universe, drifting this way and that… Dear Samantha, Like was told to me recently, “Cheer up, Pumpkin!” (bean.) FRACK I wish I hadn’t brought the bean to mind again.  Six more weeks!!  Dang it.  It’s 3:45 in the A of M and that was not a smooth move there.  But…

Joe Winett I want to see you, I think it’s clear we don’t end up together this time around. BUT, WE’RE ALL TOGETHER ANYWAY, RIGHT!?!?! I love you, as I love everyone, and me personally, I think I’ve learned to love myself again. Like ·  · Share · Promote · a few seconds ago ·  Joe Winett “…as I think I’ve learned to love…

I’m happy to announce that my brain had been extremely sharp and speedy lately and I have not been addled by depression in quite a number of days. Frankly, things have been going terrifically and I have a reasonable expectation that they will continue to improve.. As God is on my side and I’m no…

I sincerely Apologize.  Everything has a reason, even the bad things, and the Bad One. Since everything is just One thing, to judge another is to judge Yourself. And we are hardest on Ourselves. Thank God! I know I can take it, but what about you? If I can take it, then You can, too.…

Imagine a woman so sweet that her ex-boyfriends are still her friends.   Frankly, she’s been more loyal and helpful to me, even when I was being a jerk, than either of my wives on paper.  She was woman enough to tell me to frack off when I needed to be told off, and then…

Yes.

Joe Winett And the deletes are done. 5,443,938 records.  I guess one delete failed and it failed between midnight and this morning beccause I did the math and it was supposed to be ..7.. hmm  I’m not going to freak out, I don’t think. [8:33:37 AM] Joe Winett: It was doing upwards of 1000 deletes…

When I tried to walk to Stillwater, I got very thirsty. I stopped at a couple of houses, but no one would come to the door. So I walked a little farther, up a hill, to where a canopy trees shaded an intersection of the highway and a road.  There was a cemetery sign and…

This movie, Being Flynn (2012), has upset me. Nicholas Flynn never knew his father, an ex-con who always described himself as an excellent writer. In the midst of being lost in his own life, Nicholas takes a job at a homeless shelter.  One night, his father, Johnathon Flynn, checks in. Johnathon is there for weeks…

I just had the image that we’re all, right now, playing Quake.. We’re enjoying animal bodies. I’ve paid very close attention to my brain for a long time, and I’ve taken account of what faculties are managed by the brain (the meat) and me.  I believe a “person” is what is created when two different…

This Hawaiian Kona Coffee is easily the best coffee grown on Earth. Although rare, you’ve possibly tasted coffee blends called “Kona” that are 25% Kona, but what you’ve tasted doesn’t even compare to enjoying a cup, or pot, or six pots of the real thing. Kona is hard to find.   I found it was…

Going for green in 2013! I’m going to use the ordered list for this.  Get ready. Item number 1.  A. Use ordered list. (b) II I’ve been singing along with music onto video of me driving around central Oklahoma and then upload the noise (with moving pictures) to Facebook.  There is a point.  I had…

You’ve probably heard the saying, “We’ve already passed the Rubicon.”  It means passing the point of no return. Do you know where we got that saying? The Rubicon is a river in Italy. When Julius Caesar took his army past the line demarcated by the river, it was an act of insurrection against Rome…  Guess…

I friend of mine who edits a collaborative blog ran into a problem recently. A number of people contribute to the blog posting.  All of the contributors were authorized as admins for the site instead of a mix of contributors managed by administrators.  A dispute arose between one of the authors and the rest, and…

In a dream I was skating around an ice rink, in a prison.  The rink was huge, and the ice was dark and translucent.  It was like skating around a dark lake.

This black and while patrol car has an overhead valve V8 engine… Dear NBC Universal: Sorry if this is uncool.  I’m going to tell people that they can see every episode of Adam 12 right now on Netflix.

Everything concerning time and memories mixes together in my brain… which some would call a problem, but it’s great for making stories even more tasty because of the extra cheese.  This isn’t exactly a secret bag from the hammers. I think some people (and I’m one of those people) hear a story and never consider…

Hope you’re having a nice day.

Joe Winett Suddenly I’m rethinking using Flash for stuff… I hate to jump ship, because I love Flash/Actionscript, but the idea of authoring over and over once for PC and then for mobile/HTML5 bothers me. The question would be — how often do I really use features of Actionscript and Flash’s event model / layering…

..and I’m up, after just a couple hours of sleep. I’m going to work on this video I was making for the song, Don’t Worry About the Government.  The copyright holder rejected it from YouTube last time around, but I uploaded it unfinished. [AN HOUR AND A HALF LATER] That’s enough for this morning!!  I…

http://deadspin.com/5941348/they-wont-magically-turn-you-into-a-lustful-cockmonster-chris-kluwe-explains-gay-marriage-to-the-politician-who-is-offended-by-an-nfl-player-supporting-it Baltimore Ravens linebacker Brendon Ayanbadejo has spoken out in favor of a Maryland ballot initiative that would legalize gay marriage. Yahoo has published a letter that Maryland state delegate Emmett C. Burns Jr. wrote last week to Ravens owner Steve Bisciotti, urging him to “inhibit such expressions from your employee.” This is Minnesota Vikings punter Chris…

Everyone likes to read a story. I’d like you to pay me to tell you a story. For decades (literally) I have been considering the best way to tell a story.  And make money from the telling of the story. I shiver when I think of writing a book.   I need to set up…

Probably my favorite song. Talking Heads – This Must Be The Place (Naive Melody) I’m just an animal looking for a homeShare the same space for a minute or twoAnd you love me till my heart stopsLove me till i’m dead Thank You For Sending Me An Angel

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https://github.com/xaxxon/JoeDesktop No, that’s not my joeDesktop on github.

Inspiring Words of Wisdom: Yourself: “To find yourself, think for yourself.”  – Socrates –

In the course of our daily lives, we’ve been taught, and it’s great practice, to lean towards the most common denominator of behavior, which is usually right around or within local norms and customs. But, my dear babies, with regard to love interests, the best policy is to be yourself from the beginning.  The more…

This is one of my most prized possessions.

In the past, I’ve written a summary of some years when they ended.  This time, I’m not going to do that. This year I’m working for MightyPages in Yukon, Oklahoma, and I still have responsibilities with National Cash Lenders near Charlotte, North Carolina, and I’m planning on launching Kids Elbow Room, a business I’ve been…

A tornado went through Stillwater on May 15th, 1990. This was my apartment (ground floor). This is my car in 1992 in Arizona.  I was on my way to see #1. This is my brother and I in May, 1993. OMG, I’m posting this for you.  You’re like crack.  Stay away.  🙂

#1 — Please email with me.

I’m looking forward to the day I don’t remember why I posted this. I’m retiring the sad rose.

Remember the red and blue stuff? For some reason, the set designers for Star Trek: The Next Generation thought big containers of red and blue stuff made sense for the sick bay.

One day, out of the blue,you asked me to wear this,hold that, and hang a microphone around my neck.You thought it was so funny.  🙂 I read my post from last year and it looks like I thought I was writing to a nine year old girl. Well, today you’re a woman! Try not to act like one…

http://www.andymaxfield.com/ Andy died because he took too much of a mixed cold remedy.  Those other things will kill you, including the “Tylenol.” I can imagine how it happens: Kids take a cold remedy and they think it feels “neat,” so the next time they take it, they swallow more.  I’ve seen lots of posts from…

It’s so very cool to have seen your 5′ 10″ self here tonight. You’d never believe how much you’ve improved my life by just being you. Peace to you, young woman. Update: Her name is Allison…and she told me that I act like a politician. HAHAHAH

I worked a billable total of 2 hours this week.  I spent the rest of the time in my room wishing the world would stop making so many sounds.  Sounds trigger flits of anxiety in me when I’m playing hooky from work and the world. I repaired these black shorts with duct tape (don’t worry,…

As mothers day approaches, I feel I’m a highly skilled loser. I intended to write “I feel like I’m a highly skilled loser” but instead I accidentally labeled myself. I hated listening to mothers day radio commercials today. None of my time is mine. I haven’t earned it. Night time is the only peace. And…

I think I learned something. I think I learned that smart people don’t jump into other people’s problems when their problems are themselves. Some people don’t have time. 🙂 Anyway, I’m going to show up her marketing genius tonight before midnight.   My one 90 second video on You Tube will get more business for…

Julie! #1 – Finish this blog posting before 8am so I will be at work before Scott goes to lunch.  This is a simple goal and the most difficult to achieve.  Not that Scott goes to lunch early.  I’m just ADD to the max, a lot. #2 – Make an appointment with Dr. Zimmerman to…

I have done more than 300 of these abstract art pieces.   I know which ones I like, but Pinterest is interesting to me because I (think) I’m getting an idea of which ones other people like. See, on Twitter, virtually no one looks at them. And on Facebook, it’s sort of like flashing the…